Thread:BlackfootFerret/@comment-39932144-20190914133114/@comment-26006155-20190914225433

If you wanted to get through to me, you have to know by now that hostility isn't the way.

You want to make me feel terrible, to the point I want to commit suicide? That's been me most of my life. It's more boring than anything else now.

I struggle to find hope in this scarred mess I call a soul every day. And finding the energy to make progress on videos is even harder.

I expect massive pain is waiting for me when I finish The Afton Family Horcruxes. And your words have only served to confirm these suspicions.

You really think I don't know I'm behind? I'm so far behind it's not even funny. So how is kicking a dead horse conductive to anything?

Time and time and time and time again, I have made a simple request both here, and on the FNAF Wiki: I want the discussion to the CIVIL.

And time and time and time again, you make a point of blowing that up.

Fine. I used excuses to explain my behavior early on. And there is no excuse for some of the things I've said.

But.. when I wronged someone, I tried to fix it.

That's the entire reason I spend so much time researching Undertale, and went to the very Wiki you're talking to me in now.

Does that make me a sociopath? No. Sociopaths never apologize. They don't think anyone else matters, and that admitting they made a mistake is nothing more than a sign of weakness. Which is why they, like Trump, rarely if ever learn anything new.

I've had people, famous people even, scream in my face and say that both Steven Universe, AND FNAF, were nonsensical trash whose only purpose was to steal money from a clueless populace.

And for years, I've been fighting those assertations.

I know, first hand, repeatedly, that fame does not equal mystery-solving ability.

If trying to defend a beloved children's franchise is a reason why my soul should be consigned to oblivion, then that's your case to make.

I'm aware of my faults, and lapses in judgement.

Are you?