Board Thread:General Discussion/@comment-26006155-20200107155350/@comment-26006155-20200204162341

So.. let's look at it from my perspective.

I've been dealing with a toxic person whose greatest desire is to personally see me fail.. for four years.

And in that time, I have, on my own time, explained to them every single detail I was ever able to discover about FNAF. And they've personally seen my theories evolve over the years, from the silly early randomness to discovering Shadow Freddy being negative Charlie for the first time, and then slowly buiding and expanding the tapestry that I now call "The Afton Family Horcruxes: ( https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YWeefo0RuSI )

And in all that time.. rather than try to help me build up my theories after trying everything possible to debunk them, they just keep retrying the same old arguments and mantras of "No Evidence" in the hopes that, somehow, this time they'll find a way to shatter the whole thing, like blowing up the Death Star with a single torpedo.

No Goodwill has accumulated in all this time. The ranchor from before is still there.

And today and yesterday, we have witnessed the ultimate form of that.

Starcream and others have repeatly gotten on my case about how negative and combatitive I seem.

That, rather than a personal torture, what I'm undergoing should, somehow, turn into a Once in a Lifetime Opportunity for a theorist like myself.

I wish that were the case.

When I made The Color Brothers, years ago, my most impossible dream in the world was that MatPat himself would see the value in my work, and use it to assist him in solving FNAF.

Instead... a month after the Color Brothers, he attacked the very idea that FNAF had a coherent story in his "Why FNAF Will Never End" video. And then inexplicably refused to let Alex Faciane talk about 8BitGamings "Two Villain Theory" which I'd adopted and expanded on in "The Color Brothers" during the Second Megastream.

And then repeated claimed that this theory was dead, despite never actually successfully debunking it.

I don't know what horrors I may have committed in a former life. But whatever I did, it feels that I've paid the price for it, with my adventure here.

I try to stay positive, even in incredibly negative situations like this.

But sometimes I lose my cool.

I just want the people here, to understand why this happens.