Talk:Chara/@comment-823410-20160528221631/@comment-27887204-20160603045656

Wow.. that was very long.. Like, school is in like 5 hours(not good to me)..

I feel compassion for nonexistent things, but I did genocide like 6 times..

That made me feel so bad for Chara.. the way I portray it in games I play..

I don't really enjoy life.. I loved how Chara looked and how it viewed life.. because I felt like that. I had even wanted a $40 Chara design shirt I made on CustomInk so I would feel like Chara.

It still looks cute I think and it's views of life make me feel bad.. To think that I worsened it by doing genocide.. for someone who feels bad for inanimate objects, yet dislikes most people to the point of wishing they'd die sometimes...... I feel so bad for Chara. It' not it that wanted to kill maybe, it's just me.. I made it like killing sort of..

I had thoughts of making a Chara roleplay account on Ask. One with a wide-eyes icon this time. I would mock those Charas who had "a desire to change" or regrets.. Yuck, they disgusted me.... I didn't do it. Now I want to again though. I feel like having a Chara image of a good person.. would be nice..

Um.. I just feel emotional right now. This junk doesn't make much sense, I still felt like typing it though. Ugh.. I also feel like having buttercups so I can be like Chara..

When I was young, I think I somehow became convinced that buttercups had butter on them.

Omg though, was I poisoning myself?? According to that place, the symptoms are horrible.. I wonder how bad they are.. I think I'll do some searches about them after I finish this poorly-written, unnecessary comment sharing how that reading may have affected me..

I want to surround myself with them so I can look like a negative person, who finds poison wonderful. It is just so fun to scare most people I think, because of my hatred for them.. I would have previously thought that it was also fun because it reminds me of Chara.. but Chara wouldn't do that.. maybe..

I.. feel bad for portraying Chara how I do..

.....Ugh..