Thread:BlackfootFerret/@comment-39932144-20190807134314/@comment-39932144-20190828161312

I'm back. Did you miss me? No? Don't worry, I didn't either, even when I saw dead badgers on the road.

So, you know how you have that annoying habit of calling people sociopaths if they piss you off significantly, including me and Trump? Well anyways, I thought I'd bring this back up because A: I want to prove how wrong that is and B: How fucking hypocritical you're being.

Anyways, let's start with your definition of sociopaths; like zombies, mindlessly biting those around them. Not the exact quote, but I don't look at everything like you.

A bit dehumanising, isn't it? Especially considering how you've said you almost became one.

Well, let's review how accurate that analogy was.

"A sociopath is a term used to describe someone who has antisocial personality disorder (ASPD). People with ASPD can’t understand others’ feelings. They’ll often break rules or make impulsive decisions without feeling guilty for the harm they cause.

People with ASPD may also use “mind games” to control friends, family members, co-workers, and even strangers. They may also be perceived as charismatic or charming." -Some site.

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Yeah, how the fuck does this match with a zombie? They usually have incredibly low brain functionality, barely capable of speech, let alone mind games. Zombies are more comparable to animals than full blown sociopaths. I don't know what the fuck you almost turned into, but it doesn't correlate at all with this definition.

Or... Does it?

So, I thought "okay, while he's clearly in no position to diagnose someone with something he doesn't understand the definition of, let's see if any of the symptoms match with my behaviour enough to reach that conclusion. Might just justify such a bold assumption. Well, not really, you'd have to be a fucking idiot to say that, but we'll see anyways."

Big surprise; they didn't. You had zero grounds to go on, and quite frankly it just made you sound dumb. However, it wasn't all duds for you. In fact, you matched a lot of things.

Let's see the results, eh?

Symptoms:


 * Doesn’t respect social norms or laws. They consistently break laws or overstep social boundaries.

May be the internet, but you've certainly overstepped the mark for this one. Seriously, you don't seem to give a shit about the rules of theorising, or the art of conversation. Seriously, I feel like I'm talking to a broken record that'll scream in my face if I dare do anything other than talk a one sided conversation with it. You have like zero respect for people, and can be very rude at times. Sure, some of these apply to me, but it doesn't equate to me being a sociopath.


 * Lies, deceives others, uses false identities or nicknames, and uses others for personal gain.

Lies? Oh, you've lied alright. Deceives others? Scraptrap much? Uses false identities or nicknames? Ocean and Matpat always seem to be your favourites in regards of usage, with Ambassador being your new one. Uses others for personal gain? Don't know about that, but it wouldn't surprise me. You always seem a tad manipulative, especially with that friend of yours, Numerable Raptor. Don't think these apply to me, because as much as you say I have, I haven't lied to anyone.


 * Doesn’t make any long-term plans. They also often behave without thinking of consequences.

Well, that's a fucking big tick right there. Your organisation is a train wreck, and you can't seem to decide which is more important; Undertale, or AFH? Seriously, you jumped head first into this, without a second thought about the results. Even now, years afterwards, you can't seem to see one video beyond the current one. I've got six+ novel concepts, and you are still stuck on one that you were forced to add on to due to you not having anything else to look ahead to. Nice organisation you got there(not).


 * Shows aggressive or aggravated behavior. They consistently get into fights or physically harm others.

Well, this one is hard to diagnose, since this is online, but there are definitely times where you get angry. And when you do, dear god there's no holding back. Seriously, I feel I'm treading on eggshells sometimes, due to how tense you can make things. As for that last part, don't know and I don't want to. Okay, yeah I get mad too, but that's because you can be such an asshole to me. Push someone, expect to be pushed back. Doesn't give you the right to shout sociopath the instant someone gets mad at you.

Actually, thinking about your twisted definition, it's possible you are violent, or at least were. I mean, to say "I was almost like my nasty take on a life changing diagnosis" would imply you partook in at least a few of the activities you imply sociopaths do, such as "biting"/lashing out at others. Which ever definition is right, it's making me feel uncomfortable.


 * Doesn’t consider their own safety or the safety of others.

Can't really applied to either of us, unless you want a shootout or something. I mean, I don't. Like, I could in theory use my Grandad's shotgun, but I don't want that. Plus it's always just one bullet, and I only really use it for shooting cans and stuff(I'm not the world's greatest shot either).


 * Doesn't follow up on personal or professional responsibilities. This can include repeatedly being late to work or not paying bills on time.

This can be applied to you in the sense you've repeatedly mentioned being late to work or close to being late. On it's own, it doesn't really mean much, however.


 * Doesn’t feel guilt or remorse for having harmed or mistreated others

Big tick here. You have barely cared for any of your responses, even when you apologised. You just keep on going at me, with no real empathy, instead assuming I'll just heal on my own. I cared about my responses originally, but after a while I gave up caring, because you have zero regrets every time. In fact, at this point you want to start it up again, as evidenced by the "ceasefire" thread. Additional symptoms:


 * being “cold” by not showing emotions or investment in the lives of others

Yeah, you fit this one. For all your talk of others, you seem to barely care about them, hardly ever mentioning anything of importance with them. You simply isolate yourself from them, focusing almost completely on your own work. Sure, there's Matpat, but all you seem to do is hate on him, or comment about when he uses a theory you think is yours. If you really cared about him, you'd understand he's dealt with shit too, and that maybe it has had an impact on his videos. But no, it's all his fault due to one isolated incident, and your heart is shattered forever. Stop being such a fucking drama queen, man. Your idol(who you still unintentionally idolise) didn't mention your trashy theory that sounded like bullshit and still does, get over it. I care, but there's not much I can really do from where I stand. You however, can do a lot. But you don't, instead turning to the stories that have become your life and away from the real world.


 * using humor, intelligence, or charisma to manipulate others

Big yes here, don't even need to cite my sources as the evidence is right on this wall.


 * having a sense of superiority and strong, unwavering opinions

Oh, you certainly have these, you egotistical prick.


 * not learning from mistakes

This one is so true to you it hurts.


 * not being able to keep positive friendships and relationships

And you wonder where it all went wrong...


 * attempting to control others by intimidating or threatening them

Applies to me, but that's just because you never give me an answer. Not really applying to you, though.


 * getting into frequent legal trouble or performing criminal acts

Doesn't apply to any of us, hopefully.


 * taking risks at the expense of themselves or others

Your whole career here in the theorist community is a risk. One that has had little gain despite you saying otherwise.


 * threatening suicide without ever acting on these threats

You've sure as hell come close to this. You've threatened self harm in response to comments of mine on multiple occasions, and unless you have photographic evidence, you never acted on this. Even then it's not right.


 * becoming addicted to drugs, alcohol, or other substances

Don't think this is relevant, although you did mention something about drinking in passing.

The definition also mentioned "mind games", which is something you've participated in. Does the term *screenshot taken* ring any bells?

So, given the stuff I presented, what's my conclusion?

Simple. You are a sociopath. Your incredible ability to misinterpret everything acted as a defense mechanism upon your realisation of this fact, and you invented your own definition. The truth is, you always have been, and looking back the signs were right in view. You have zero right to accuse anyone of sociopathy, and have no grounds to due to your pathetic understanding of the word. The fact you did makes you a wicked human being for making someone suffer by telling them this, and has lowered my view of you as a human even more, which I thought was impossible. I've said this before, but I mean it this time; I refuse to associate with you beyond this, and will try and forget of your very existence.

You put me through all this- all of this- because you wanted to. What I thought was mindless anger was in fact a cold and calculated trap. One I fell into time after time, without even realising it. You are sick, utterly sick, and I can't believe I didn't see the fangs behind that smile.

You better hope Hell doesn't exist, Robert Taylor, because it's hungry, and I don't think you've got a God to save you