Board Thread:General Discussion/@comment-26006155-20200107155350/@comment-26006155-20200204165107

I don't remember "Surprise Attack" in particular. There have been all sorts of characters coming and going, and usually I just lose track of them all.

I would like to think that Ambassador is actually serious about geting the ban lifted. Perhaps I'm just excessively jaded at this point, and ough to give him a 5000th second chance.

I guess there's little harm in trying.

I've just gotten my hopes up, so many times over this adventure, thinking that a new discovery could led to The Turning Point where everything changes and we actually end up being friends could just be around the corner.

I mean, you've read the "Asriel Has Two Souls" script, right? Technically, it's why people visit this thread.

Everything leads to the end, where I embrace MatPat's Ness Theory after trying for so long to unsuccessfully debunk it, and combine both it and my own theory that Sans is a future version of Frisk together to reveal Frisk's secret identity as Sans, as a way to reconciled all of our bad blood over FNAF.

I figured, if anything in the world might have the power to get mortal foes to stop fighting and become friends, it would be Undertale.

But so far, that hasn't worked either.

I grew up as an abused child, and I know I'm a harsh, merciless judge. Both of other people, and especially of myself. Perhaps I carry a touch of Chara's Wound in my own soul, trying hard to stitch it back up again, one agonizing thread after another.

So.. if Ambassador is making a real effort, I suppose I should see where it goes.

It's just really difficult to summon my hope again, knowing it could just get crushed once more.